Yet Another Turn.
My route has taken yet another turn. This past week i've decided that instead of leaving for Brasil on the 10th, i'll be heading for Madrid instead. The plan (at least at this point) is to stay there for about 3 months and really get a feel for what it's like living there. Depending on how that goes I would love to spend 2 months living in Lisboa as well. And then heading down to Brasil around September. Perhaps a detour to New York to see all the faces I adore!
I feel both like i'm off my rocker, and like I am making the smartest decision of my life. Not necessarily because I think I will end up in Madrid (though I would be quite fine with that), but because for the first time in my life i've been able to lower all the chatter and listen to me. To what my innards whisper, without outside influence. And that's such a lovely feeling. I can't tell you how incredibly luckily I feel right now. And while I don't know where i'll end up, the entire time i've felt like I am exactly where I need to be...